Thursday, May 28, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
I was browsing through my holiday photos and I stumbled upon this - a photo of me and my friends taken back in year 2007 in Phuket. I think this is a fantastic photo of us, so funny and so holiday too. We were walking along Patong beach looking for a decent place to have a late lunch and we came across this westernized Thai restaurant that horrified us. You can see lah in this picture all of us got this are-you-fucking-feeding-an-animal kinda face.
I had a fanfuckingtastic weekend with the babes. Floe and Xtine were very supportive and they really layan my jimo-ness for these past few days. I am still cibai down and very very reluctant to move on because I am sinking and still basking myself in this hearbroken shit. I know it will soon be over just not now I guess. So we had a short weekend getaway sunbathing with the glorious sun, drinking and eating by the pool and watching good clean cut black comedy in a 5 star hotel room at night. It was therapeutic for us and I needed that. I loved every minute of my weekend the sun was sexily hot, the shimmering inviting pool that is filled with mat sallehs I almost drown them and of course the shady palm trees surrounding the place - it was faultless that I shamelessly visioned myself working there already.
I haven't been socializing because I am not ready to go out to the world yet so if anyone is looking for me, just email me to my personal email. If you would like to get my personal email, please request for it in the comment section here in this dumb blog. If anyone have any must try list in order to get over a breakup please let me know as well. Creative ones please. Don't ask me to read a book because I read all the time. If you want me to take yoga, I prefer a jog or a swim which I do that too. Go out and meet more people? Damn, not stepping in there yet. I want something like things I can do alone perhaps. I would love to go for a holiday of course, thats the best but I am broke and jobless so that is not a cock sure idea for now. So keong kan right? So you ask what I did last time to go through a breakup? Last time was utterly different from this - anyways long long time ago, I did what a non-broke person would do, I went all out and drank an aquarium. I spent so much on alcohol that you can blindfold me and feed me any alcoholic drink and I can tell you exactly what it is. Besides intoxicating myself in a hard core way, I met Xtine that time too and I discovered jogging thanks to her. This time around I should try Britney, you know go botak...or which reminds me I did Angelina as in I sponsor a Thai kid in some slum perkampungan area in Thailand. So go on inspire me with new stuff. If you can, you will win a one day getaway with me in the month of July this year. Yes for real.
Oh cibai I have only 7 working days at work and I detest to go back to work tomorrow. I am so bored whoring myself at my workplace that I rather screw a Thai retarded hysterical alligator than to have a good day at work. I climax when I whore the right way.
I haven't been socializing because I am not ready to go out to the world yet so if anyone is looking for me, just email me to my personal email. If you would like to get my personal email, please request for it in the comment section here in this dumb blog. If anyone have any must try list in order to get over a breakup please let me know as well. Creative ones please. Don't ask me to read a book because I read all the time. If you want me to take yoga, I prefer a jog or a swim which I do that too. Go out and meet more people? Damn, not stepping in there yet. I want something like things I can do alone perhaps. I would love to go for a holiday of course, thats the best but I am broke and jobless so that is not a cock sure idea for now. So keong kan right? So you ask what I did last time to go through a breakup? Last time was utterly different from this - anyways long long time ago, I did what a non-broke person would do, I went all out and drank an aquarium. I spent so much on alcohol that you can blindfold me and feed me any alcoholic drink and I can tell you exactly what it is. Besides intoxicating myself in a hard core way, I met Xtine that time too and I discovered jogging thanks to her. This time around I should try Britney, you know go botak...or which reminds me I did Angelina as in I sponsor a Thai kid in some slum perkampungan area in Thailand. So go on inspire me with new stuff. If you can, you will win a one day getaway with me in the month of July this year. Yes for real.
Oh cibai I have only 7 working days at work and I detest to go back to work tomorrow. I am so bored whoring myself at my workplace that I rather screw a Thai retarded hysterical alligator than to have a good day at work. I climax when I whore the right way.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Hello world! I am jobless now so that is why I am blogging. Don't ask if I am actively looking for one. Dear dumb blog, do you miss me? I do. Really. Just that I am too bitchy to connect with you for these few months.
So for the past few months, yes I've met someone. And that someone is cemerlang and I feel so lengkap with him. But I intend to take a break from this relationshit I've invested in mentally, physically, spiritually and religiously. Oh don't worry bout the religious part lah people, its not like a cult but it is an insult to my religion seriously. Anyways I realized that I do actually take the effort blog when I am not at my best. Why you ask now that I met that godlike person - I want to end the relationshit? Because I am jobless now and I figured I need to satisfied myself personally that is to get a job first before I can really do this whole relationshit thing. Okie so you ask why can't I look for jobs and stay sane and happy with him right? Deep down, I can't, at my age now, I want a career, not a job - so it is rather cibai important for me to get down to it.
Enough about this. Let me take my Xanax first. Yeah, back to god damn drug again. Relax people, I got this pill legally from my Doctor - you see I was hospitalized last week due to stress, anxiety or also known as panic disorder. It could be because I panic because Im jobless, I hated my current job so much and because I got other things to balance out too. Too much for a pendek big eater babe like me.
Why I am happie now:
1. Jobless
2. Manless again
3. Smoke less so i am far from death - which leads to more time to choose my coffin
4. Gain weight for all the good food that i can afford for letting go the rokok money - kos lepas
The pill is intoxicating me in a good way now, I feel sleepy, calm and relaxed. Will write again once I am sober. Love you Xanax. Eh, I mean love you people!
So for the past few months, yes I've met someone. And that someone is cemerlang and I feel so lengkap with him. But I intend to take a break from this relationshit I've invested in mentally, physically, spiritually and religiously. Oh don't worry bout the religious part lah people, its not like a cult but it is an insult to my religion seriously. Anyways I realized that I do actually take the effort blog when I am not at my best. Why you ask now that I met that godlike person - I want to end the relationshit? Because I am jobless now and I figured I need to satisfied myself personally that is to get a job first before I can really do this whole relationshit thing. Okie so you ask why can't I look for jobs and stay sane and happy with him right? Deep down, I can't, at my age now, I want a career, not a job - so it is rather cibai important for me to get down to it.
Enough about this. Let me take my Xanax first. Yeah, back to god damn drug again. Relax people, I got this pill legally from my Doctor - you see I was hospitalized last week due to stress, anxiety or also known as panic disorder. It could be because I panic because Im jobless, I hated my current job so much and because I got other things to balance out too. Too much for a pendek big eater babe like me.
Why I am happie now:
1. Jobless
2. Manless again
3. Smoke less so i am far from death - which leads to more time to choose my coffin
4. Gain weight for all the good food that i can afford for letting go the rokok money - kos lepas
The pill is intoxicating me in a good way now, I feel sleepy, calm and relaxed. Will write again once I am sober. Love you Xanax. Eh, I mean love you people!
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