I had a fanfuckingtastic weekend with the babes. Floe and Xtine were very supportive and they really layan my jimo-ness for these past few days. I am still cibai down and very very reluctant to move on because I am sinking and still basking myself in this hearbroken shit. I know it will soon be over just not now I guess. So we had a short weekend getaway sunbathing with the glorious sun, drinking and eating by the pool and watching good clean cut black comedy in a 5 star hotel room at night. It was therapeutic for us and I needed that. I loved every minute of my weekend the sun was sexily hot, the shimmering inviting pool that is filled with mat sallehs I almost drown them and of course the shady palm trees surrounding the place - it was faultless that I shamelessly visioned myself working there already.

I haven't been socializing because I am not ready to go out to the world yet so if anyone is looking for me, just email me to my personal email. If you would like to get my personal email, please request for it in the comment section here in this dumb blog. If anyone have any must try list in order to get over a breakup please let me know as well. Creative ones please. Don't ask me to read a book because I read all the time. If you want me to take yoga, I prefer a jog or a swim which I do that too. Go out and meet more people? Damn, not stepping in there yet. I want something like things I can do alone perhaps. I would love to go for a holiday of course, thats the best but I am broke and jobless so that is not a cock sure idea for now. So keong kan right? So you ask what I did last time to go through a breakup? Last time was utterly different from this - anyways long long time ago, I did what a non-broke person would do, I went all out and drank an aquarium. I spent so much on alcohol that you can blindfold me and feed me any alcoholic drink and I can tell you exactly what it is. Besides intoxicating myself in a hard core way, I met Xtine that time too and I discovered jogging thanks to her. This time around I should try Britney, you know go botak...or which reminds me I did Angelina as in I sponsor a Thai kid in some slum perkampungan area in Thailand. So go on inspire me with new stuff. If you can, you will win a one day getaway with me in the month of July this year. Yes for real.

Oh cibai I have only 7 working days at work and I detest to go back to work tomorrow. I am so bored whoring myself at my workplace that I rather screw a Thai retarded hysterical alligator than to have a good day at work. I climax when I whore the right way.