Imagine this – you are feeling depressed and dejected and time is the only way to actually mend it. If that is how it should go, then what do you do during that “time” when depression decided to take over you completely? To make things worst, I’m writing this in a wrong place and at the wrong time. Cibai case.
Of late I’ve been through a non – ecstasy and instability moment of my life. I’ve become very inert, my thoughts became insignificant and my responsibility is no longer an issue to me. I’m so unlike him who on the other can hand hold his composure and move on effortlessly after what happened.
I’ve become terrified to step out from my own fundamental character. But X is ahead of “time” – going out with another available hot individual and each day is just another day for him. It has come to the stage where things that I do are no longer solid or making any sense that I have to humourize with it. For now, I need hardcore booze for the next few days, go for pleasure skinny dipping and indulging in an extreme ice cream diet that will shock my lingerie – all in that order. Cibais and lanchiaos, feel free to share it with me. Strangers are welcome – just that you don’t have to be that strange okie?
Plus I got :
1. Howard X around which is great
2. Pauletta that has been trying to get me sober
3. Kenneth T that has been trying to get me drunk
4. D that is always asking for my well being each time on net
Pauline: It is expected to happen. This is life. It is okie.
Bee: I get what you mean, it's like you rape a virgin and you can't give back her virginity.
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